Alright, it has occurred to me that my blog has become a little usuless, so it's about damn time I took time to create a good blog.
I tried to put a picture right there, but i won't know if it worked until this post is published, so i apologize if it doesn't. It's supposed to be a picture of shamu, on account of I went to San Diego a few days ago. It was fun. Our car broke down in the middle of the dessert on the way there, so we had to get towed back to town and then rent a car. I spent far too much time in the sun, and some of my sunburns still haven't healed three days after the fact but oh well.
It has occured to me since returning that life can be a real bitch sometimes. Now, I'm not talking about my life, which up till this point has been quite good, and for which I am extremely greatful, I'm talking the lives of others. Now granted that pain is a normal part of life, without pain there would be no hapiness, but the distribution of pain seems a little unfair. Why should I get to sit on my ass and type a stupid blog like this, while a million people my age and younger have to work there asses off, making the shoes I wear, in some cramped and swealtering factory, in some far off country for an hourly wage that can't even by them a big mac at McDonald's? And do I even have a right to complain about life's injustices? I mean, what the hell have I done to turn the tide and improve the lives of others? Not a damn stupid thing, so i guess I should just shut the hell up, and enjoy my air conditioned house and cable TV and stop complaining about some one elses problems if I don't have the decency to try and help them.
Anyways, if life is a test of character, I think I'm sure to fail. I don't know who the hell I'm kidding, I'm woefully unprepared for life in the real world. I'm not sure exactly why I haven't bothered to look for work, not that I necissarily need work right away, but it would certainly be a good experience for me. I'm not sure what is that scares me, maybe I'm still clinging to my old life and don't even realize it. At any rate I have enough money to pay my basic expenses for the first month of school or so, afterwards I don't know what I'm going to do. I guess I'm waiting for something to fall out of the sky like it always does for me. Maybe its time I learned another life lesson, you have to look for life rather than letting life come to you..........
Later Kids.